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Saturday, October 29, 2005
I realize that the event that inspired my current profile picture is long over, but it makes me laugh every time I look at it, so it's staying. Plus, I feel like this picture often enough in grad school to make it a propos most days.
So, still negotiating all the car stuff. But that's completely boring. Suffice to say that the front and back bumpers of my car now match. (Ouch, somewhat painful to type after practicing violin...) So, let's see, exciting things to write about... I raked leaves for a good five hours today. It was actually quite nice. I get antsy when I haven't done anything physical for awhile (and that doesn't include the rec center, which I've sworn off, as it makes me actually more stressed out rather than less--maybe it's the spending time outdoors that is important, hmm) Yesterday, I went to a party of fellow English grads, held in honor of my friend's husband who is moving to CA for job reasons; anyway, I mentioned to a girl at the party that I was coming home today to work for Mom and Dad to supplement my slim grad school income, and she said something like, "What? That's crazy, they should just write you a check." Which kind of stunned me into sputter mode, so I didn't really respond to her articulately. I guess a lot of people just expect their parents to pay for all their education, however far they decide to take it, but I've never had that expectation. For one, it seems that having your parents continue to support you means that they still have a measure of authority over you, right? Like they would probably want to see your grades, and tell you what apartment you can afford, and cut you off if you do anything too crazy. And for two, it's just nice to feel that you've earned something (even if Mom and Dad have made it a touch easier to earn). And for three, of course, is getting to rake leaves in the rain, which is a whole lot more fun than it sounds when you're doing it instead of reading homework.
As for fun reading, I have some new books to discuss. First, I was in B&N (also known as the Bower of Bliss) and picked up a Searching For God Knows What by Donald Miller, which had been recommended to me by Steph and also was the subject of the aforementioned article in Utne about the "new" evangelical. Anyway, I wasn't going to buy it, just browse through it and maybe check it out from the library, but I laughed about 50 times in the first 5 or 6 pages, so then I had to take it home. I'm about 1/3 through at this point, and I have to admit that it might not be living up to the standard of the first few pages. It's pretty good, but the voice is a bit like Holden Caulfield's (except lighthearted instead of cynical, if you can imagine that) and as some of you may know, I hated that character (and thus the book), so this one's starting to get on my nerves a bit. I'll keep you posted.
Also, I recently read East (finished it the night of the car accident, in fact), and it was nice--much in the vein of Beauty and Ella Enchanted--but not anything to write home about.
At this very moment, I turned to my mother and said, "I wish I had some of those pink and white animal crackers with the sprinkles," and she said, "There's some in the snack drawer," which is completely rare, so just in case, I wish for a million dollars. ... .... ... darn. Oh well.
Let's see, also Winner's Mudhouse Sabbath is lovely. Speaking of Barnes and Noble, though, when I was sitting there reading and trying to do homework, a woman across the cafe was talking loudly to the man next to her about her dreams, and "centering herself" and all that other Eugene crap, and every few minutes she would let out a laugh that rivaled the most obnoxious movie laugh you've ever heard. Remember the girl who married the salesman in Oklahoma? How about the friend in Grease? Remember David Duchovny's bad date in Return To Me? This woman left them all behind. I cranked up Josh Groban on my Ipod, which shut out her talking, but the best headphones in the world couldn't block out that laugh. After about 20 minutes I wanted to slit my wrists. And she sat there and talked and laughed and laughed for TWO HOURS. *sigh* B&N has been spoiled forever.... well, ok, for like a week.
So, still negotiating all the car stuff. But that's completely boring. Suffice to say that the front and back bumpers of my car now match. (Ouch, somewhat painful to type after practicing violin...) So, let's see, exciting things to write about... I raked leaves for a good five hours today. It was actually quite nice. I get antsy when I haven't done anything physical for awhile (and that doesn't include the rec center, which I've sworn off, as it makes me actually more stressed out rather than less--maybe it's the spending time outdoors that is important, hmm) Yesterday, I went to a party of fellow English grads, held in honor of my friend's husband who is moving to CA for job reasons; anyway, I mentioned to a girl at the party that I was coming home today to work for Mom and Dad to supplement my slim grad school income, and she said something like, "What? That's crazy, they should just write you a check." Which kind of stunned me into sputter mode, so I didn't really respond to her articulately. I guess a lot of people just expect their parents to pay for all their education, however far they decide to take it, but I've never had that expectation. For one, it seems that having your parents continue to support you means that they still have a measure of authority over you, right? Like they would probably want to see your grades, and tell you what apartment you can afford, and cut you off if you do anything too crazy. And for two, it's just nice to feel that you've earned something (even if Mom and Dad have made it a touch easier to earn). And for three, of course, is getting to rake leaves in the rain, which is a whole lot more fun than it sounds when you're doing it instead of reading homework.
As for fun reading, I have some new books to discuss. First, I was in B&N (also known as the Bower of Bliss) and picked up a Searching For God Knows What by Donald Miller, which had been recommended to me by Steph and also was the subject of the aforementioned article in Utne about the "new" evangelical. Anyway, I wasn't going to buy it, just browse through it and maybe check it out from the library, but I laughed about 50 times in the first 5 or 6 pages, so then I had to take it home. I'm about 1/3 through at this point, and I have to admit that it might not be living up to the standard of the first few pages. It's pretty good, but the voice is a bit like Holden Caulfield's (except lighthearted instead of cynical, if you can imagine that) and as some of you may know, I hated that character (and thus the book), so this one's starting to get on my nerves a bit. I'll keep you posted.
Also, I recently read East (finished it the night of the car accident, in fact), and it was nice--much in the vein of Beauty and Ella Enchanted--but not anything to write home about.
At this very moment, I turned to my mother and said, "I wish I had some of those pink and white animal crackers with the sprinkles," and she said, "There's some in the snack drawer," which is completely rare, so just in case, I wish for a million dollars. ... .... ... darn. Oh well.
Let's see, also Winner's Mudhouse Sabbath is lovely. Speaking of Barnes and Noble, though, when I was sitting there reading and trying to do homework, a woman across the cafe was talking loudly to the man next to her about her dreams, and "centering herself" and all that other Eugene crap, and every few minutes she would let out a laugh that rivaled the most obnoxious movie laugh you've ever heard. Remember the girl who married the salesman in Oklahoma? How about the friend in Grease? Remember David Duchovny's bad date in Return To Me? This woman left them all behind. I cranked up Josh Groban on my Ipod, which shut out her talking, but the best headphones in the world couldn't block out that laugh. After about 20 minutes I wanted to slit my wrists. And she sat there and talked and laughed and laughed for TWO HOURS. *sigh* B&N has been spoiled forever.... well, ok, for like a week.
Labels: books, Eugene, grad school
0 commentsWednesday, October 26, 2005
So I had this whole long list of things to blog about, but those were all pretty much superseded by the fact that I got rear-ended today. Yes, my bad karma of rear-ending others has caught up with me and then some. Note: it's a whole lot less stressful to be in a car accident when you're not the one at fault. In any case, I'm more or less fine, the car's more or less fine, and I got to be 45 minutes late to my seminar, so there you go. Further examinations of myself and the car will hopefully allow me to define the level of damage a bit more specifically soon.
And now I'm going to bed (and the townspeople rej-- or, wait, they want to rejoice, but they're all too tired, so they give a half-hearted huzzah and snuggle under the covers with East, by Edith Pattou.)
And now I'm going to bed (and the townspeople rej-- or, wait, they want to rejoice, but they're all too tired, so they give a half-hearted huzzah and snuggle under the covers with East, by Edith Pattou.)
Labels: car trouble
0 commentsTuesday, October 25, 2005
My Nov/Dec edition of Utne has an article on progressive evangelicalism that describes Lauren Winner (girl meets god, Mudhouse Sabbath, Real Sex) as a "Christian chick lit" writer. Since when is any book written by a young female "chick lit"? Hmm, perhaps the journalist only looked at the covers. Granted, girl meets god looks like chick lit, but it's actually spiritual memoir, which I'd recommend to every guy I know, despite the fact that it's about a *gasp* girl. Maybe I'll write that editor an email...
Labels: books
0 commentsMonday, October 24, 2005
Did you know that it's possible to ride a bicycle and play a drum at the same time? True. One of the many things I've learned in the lovely city of Eugene.
I've been completely overwhelmed by the extra work that my writing class is causing. I need to figure out a good balance. The problem, of course, is that I enjoy teaching so much more than my own classes. So, when I have the following choice: a)prepare lesson plans or b)read for class, the lesson plans win every time. 0 comments
I've been completely overwhelmed by the extra work that my writing class is causing. I need to figure out a good balance. The problem, of course, is that I enjoy teaching so much more than my own classes. So, when I have the following choice: a)prepare lesson plans or b)read for class, the lesson plans win every time. 0 comments
Saturday, October 22, 2005
In one of my classes, there are about 8 people in the class, and all the boys sit on one side of the table and all the girls sit on the other. This is a bit strange for a graduate class, is it not?
In other news, my roommate's inamorato is in town, spending a few days. Also, I find that grading papers takes much, much longer than I had anticipated.

In other news, my roommate's inamorato is in town, spending a few days. Also, I find that grading papers takes much, much longer than I had anticipated.
Labels: grad school
0 commentsWednesday, October 19, 2005

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0 commentsMonday, October 17, 2005
Not often does one's knowledge of obscure literary trivia convert directly into confections, but today mine did. Translation: I got a free cookie for knowing the first name of Dr. Jekyll. This is off the cuff, mind you--no Googling for me. I walked into a bagel place on campus to buy a blueberry bagel and cream cheese. As I approached the cash register, I saw the rack of cookies. Hmm, I thought, I want a chocolate chip one. Then I saw the sign: "Win a free cookie if you can guess the first name of Dr. Jekyll!" And I thought and thought and paid for my bagel, and at the last minute dredged up from the depths of my unconscious the name Henry. Is it Henry? I asked, thinking I'd be wrong. The girl checked her secret cheat sheet. Yes, she said with surprise (I love dialogue tags, she said unnecessarily). And I won my cookie. Yay for me.
Other happy things: saw The Lion King in Portland the other day: see Creature Bug for the full story.
Also, a very funny quote from Middlemarch: "Confound you handsome young fellows! You think of having it all your own way in the world. You don't understand women. They don't admire you half so much as you admire yourselves." Yay George Eliot.
I'm reading a truly wretched book called Love As Passion: The Codification of Intimacy. Please endure this excerpt:
If anyone can tell me what that means, I'd be grateful.
Other happy things: saw The Lion King in Portland the other day: see Creature Bug for the full story.
Also, a very funny quote from Middlemarch: "Confound you handsome young fellows! You think of having it all your own way in the world. You don't understand women. They don't admire you half so much as you admire yourselves." Yay George Eliot.
I'm reading a truly wretched book called Love As Passion: The Codification of Intimacy. Please endure this excerpt:
When viewed synchronically, highly complex matters clearly appear to be intertwined. This interconnectedness can be deemed contingent, but it is then nearly impossible to exclude other combinations as being less valid or less probable. An historical investigation uncovers such affinities more readily, in that it demonstrates how an existing system or a throroughly formulated, consistently ordered semantics predetermines its own future (even though it in principle must be thought of as undetermined). This is most evident in the history of science: it can hardly be pure chance that scientific discoveries are triggered off which subsequently prove themselves to be true. Truth becomes manifest within the process.
If anyone can tell me what that means, I'd be grateful.
Labels: grad school, literature
0 commentsThursday, October 13, 2005
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
Ok, now that everyone I know who is into Harry Potter has read HBP, I'm going to post the posts that I put on "Spoiler Zone" before, so that I can get rid of that blog and clean up my dashboard. If you've already read these or if you don't care, you can skip them.
July 18
Ok, so about the Half-Blood Prince (and have I ever been dying to talk to someone about it)... This is going to be very fragmented and stream-of-consciousnessish. I'll probably go back and read the book a second time, more slowly, later this week; then I'll have more coherent things to say about it.
First of all, I'd like to congratulate myself on being right about Ron/Hermione and Harry/Ginny. I've been waiting for that since the Chamber of Secrets. However... all my other predictions that I posted a week or two ago were woefully mistaken. For example, the fact that Snape is not actually redeemable after all. (Although now Draco might be...hmmm). Sad, sad, sad. And now we know why he didn't try too hard to help Harry with Occlumency last year (do you mind if I just behave as if the Harry Potter universe is real and is happening concurrently with the books being published even though that would by chronologically impossible? Thanks.) And he treated Hermione so awfully not because she was Harry's friend (or not only because) but because she's not a pureblood.
As for the new and improved theories... could it be that R.A.B. is Sirius' brother Regulus Black? The narrator tells us that he died before Sirius, which fits with the content of the letter about the necklace. Hmmm...
Also, although I don't like to speak ill of the dead, I think this book's events invite one to question Dumbledore's decisions. Clearly he was wrong about Snape; he ignored all evidence to the contrary. And personally, I'm kind of annoyed with his whole martyr complex in this book--insisting on drinking the liquid in the lake, paralyzing Harry when Draco bursts in, acting all cavalier towards the psychos who have come to kill him. I feel that his death could have been avoided. (Except of course for the fact that it was a narrative necessity). *sigh*
And what was this whole Lupin/Tonks thing out of the blue. I thought the whole time that Tonks was going to end up being under the Imperius Curse or someone else on Polyjuice--the weird behavior, the different Patronus--and then she turns out to be just pining away after, of all people, Lupin? Needed a bit more foreshadowing there, don't you think? Maybe Rowling's been reading too much fanfiction.
By the way, I dreamed last night that Rowling had published the seventh book a day after the sixth, like "surprise, here it is--no waiting," but then it turned out to be really bad. Possibly my subconscious' way of preparing me for the two-year wait ahead.
July 20
(Partly responding to Lynette)
I know, it's weird to think that Harry wouldn't be at Hogwarts for the seventh book (although I think the chances of an eighth book are slim to none). Somehow it doesn't seem right, though. You can't just introduce a quest into a series in the final book.
But about the Horcruxes, here's my new theory (thought it out in the greenhouse today): what if Harry is the missing Horcrux? All this business about Voldemort transferring part of himself to Harry when he tried to kill him? And he had just recently killed H's mom and pop, so that satisfies the killing requirement. Like, maybe the scar is the locus of the Horcrux, which is why it is so connected to V. And that plays right into my theory about Harry having to die at the end of book 7. He'll have to get himself into some kind of situation where he and Voldemort die together--big heroic sacrifice and all that.
Hmm, that doesn't particularly explain why Voldemort would want to kill Harry, except of course that H's such a liability to him. Maybe he thinks he can reabsorb his soul-part if he kills Harry himself, which is why he doesn't want Snape or Draco or Bellatrix to do it. What do you think? Legit theory?
Ooh, courtesy of Mugglenet, an interesting tidbit: when cleaning out Grimmauld Place, Harry finds an old locket that they can't open. This fits with the theory of the initials standing for Regulus Black, who could have left the locket in the old Black mansion. Meaning it shouldn't be too hard for Harry to find later.
July 22
Hmm, been reading more online editorials and theories about HPB and HP in general. Pretty much the only thing I've learned is that I could literally spend days reading that stuff. I keep clicking and the hours roll by...
However, no matter how many times I read it, I just can't buy this whole "Snape's actually still good--he's just a double, double, triple, quadruple agent for the good guys." I accept that it's a valid theory with a fair amount of textual support (unlike some other theories I've read)--just not enough textual support. Or rather, perhaps, just not something that I think Rowling would do in her plot. Here are the reasons why:
1. People do not come back from the dead in her universe. Plus, Dumbledore has to be really dead in order to give Harry his moment of mentor-free heroism.
2. Killing someone is a big deal. Not something that you can do and still be one of the good guys.
3. After convincing us for so long to trust Snape and trust Snape and trust Snape and then hitting us with this huge blow of "oops, just kidding, he's actually evil," it kind of takes the oomph out of it to say, "oh, wait, fooled you again, he's good."
Oh, also learned after reading dozens of editorials, that none of my theories are actually original--everyone else thought of them too. Ah well.
July 25
So it seems like everyone I'm reading thinks that Snape was following Dumbledore's orders to kill him because "Dumbledore would not plead for his life"--referencing the line "Severus, please" (or something like that). This is a valid point, but what if the "please" was neither "please, I don't want to die," nor "please go through with the plan to kill me," but "please don't return to the dark side." That is, Dumbledore was pleading with Snape to justify his faith in him. Which Snape ignored and killed him anyway. I still think Snape is evil. I stand against the thousands of other Harry Potter fans who want Snape to be good. I say Dumbledore made a mistake in trusting him and that mistake cost him his life.
Also, can I just talk about how annoyed I am at the supposed ending of the Harry/Ginny relationship? I hate hate hate that "we can't be together because I'm the hero and it would be too dangerous for you" line. Bleh. Hated it in Spiderman. Hated it in The Man from Snowy River. Hated it in Buffy (each and every one of the eight or nine times it happened). Ginny needs to tell Harry to shove it and that she can handle herself. Which she clearly can. Grr.
July 18
Ok, so about the Half-Blood Prince (and have I ever been dying to talk to someone about it)... This is going to be very fragmented and stream-of-consciousnessish. I'll probably go back and read the book a second time, more slowly, later this week; then I'll have more coherent things to say about it.
First of all, I'd like to congratulate myself on being right about Ron/Hermione and Harry/Ginny. I've been waiting for that since the Chamber of Secrets. However... all my other predictions that I posted a week or two ago were woefully mistaken. For example, the fact that Snape is not actually redeemable after all. (Although now Draco might be...hmmm). Sad, sad, sad. And now we know why he didn't try too hard to help Harry with Occlumency last year (do you mind if I just behave as if the Harry Potter universe is real and is happening concurrently with the books being published even though that would by chronologically impossible? Thanks.) And he treated Hermione so awfully not because she was Harry's friend (or not only because) but because she's not a pureblood.
As for the new and improved theories... could it be that R.A.B. is Sirius' brother Regulus Black? The narrator tells us that he died before Sirius, which fits with the content of the letter about the necklace. Hmmm...
Also, although I don't like to speak ill of the dead, I think this book's events invite one to question Dumbledore's decisions. Clearly he was wrong about Snape; he ignored all evidence to the contrary. And personally, I'm kind of annoyed with his whole martyr complex in this book--insisting on drinking the liquid in the lake, paralyzing Harry when Draco bursts in, acting all cavalier towards the psychos who have come to kill him. I feel that his death could have been avoided. (Except of course for the fact that it was a narrative necessity). *sigh*
And what was this whole Lupin/Tonks thing out of the blue. I thought the whole time that Tonks was going to end up being under the Imperius Curse or someone else on Polyjuice--the weird behavior, the different Patronus--and then she turns out to be just pining away after, of all people, Lupin? Needed a bit more foreshadowing there, don't you think? Maybe Rowling's been reading too much fanfiction.
By the way, I dreamed last night that Rowling had published the seventh book a day after the sixth, like "surprise, here it is--no waiting," but then it turned out to be really bad. Possibly my subconscious' way of preparing me for the two-year wait ahead.
July 20
(Partly responding to Lynette)
I know, it's weird to think that Harry wouldn't be at Hogwarts for the seventh book (although I think the chances of an eighth book are slim to none). Somehow it doesn't seem right, though. You can't just introduce a quest into a series in the final book.
But about the Horcruxes, here's my new theory (thought it out in the greenhouse today): what if Harry is the missing Horcrux? All this business about Voldemort transferring part of himself to Harry when he tried to kill him? And he had just recently killed H's mom and pop, so that satisfies the killing requirement. Like, maybe the scar is the locus of the Horcrux, which is why it is so connected to V. And that plays right into my theory about Harry having to die at the end of book 7. He'll have to get himself into some kind of situation where he and Voldemort die together--big heroic sacrifice and all that.
Hmm, that doesn't particularly explain why Voldemort would want to kill Harry, except of course that H's such a liability to him. Maybe he thinks he can reabsorb his soul-part if he kills Harry himself, which is why he doesn't want Snape or Draco or Bellatrix to do it. What do you think? Legit theory?
Ooh, courtesy of Mugglenet, an interesting tidbit: when cleaning out Grimmauld Place, Harry finds an old locket that they can't open. This fits with the theory of the initials standing for Regulus Black, who could have left the locket in the old Black mansion. Meaning it shouldn't be too hard for Harry to find later.
July 22
Hmm, been reading more online editorials and theories about HPB and HP in general. Pretty much the only thing I've learned is that I could literally spend days reading that stuff. I keep clicking and the hours roll by...
However, no matter how many times I read it, I just can't buy this whole "Snape's actually still good--he's just a double, double, triple, quadruple agent for the good guys." I accept that it's a valid theory with a fair amount of textual support (unlike some other theories I've read)--just not enough textual support. Or rather, perhaps, just not something that I think Rowling would do in her plot. Here are the reasons why:
1. People do not come back from the dead in her universe. Plus, Dumbledore has to be really dead in order to give Harry his moment of mentor-free heroism.
2. Killing someone is a big deal. Not something that you can do and still be one of the good guys.
3. After convincing us for so long to trust Snape and trust Snape and trust Snape and then hitting us with this huge blow of "oops, just kidding, he's actually evil," it kind of takes the oomph out of it to say, "oh, wait, fooled you again, he's good."
Oh, also learned after reading dozens of editorials, that none of my theories are actually original--everyone else thought of them too. Ah well.
July 25
So it seems like everyone I'm reading thinks that Snape was following Dumbledore's orders to kill him because "Dumbledore would not plead for his life"--referencing the line "Severus, please" (or something like that). This is a valid point, but what if the "please" was neither "please, I don't want to die," nor "please go through with the plan to kill me," but "please don't return to the dark side." That is, Dumbledore was pleading with Snape to justify his faith in him. Which Snape ignored and killed him anyway. I still think Snape is evil. I stand against the thousands of other Harry Potter fans who want Snape to be good. I say Dumbledore made a mistake in trusting him and that mistake cost him his life.
Also, can I just talk about how annoyed I am at the supposed ending of the Harry/Ginny relationship? I hate hate hate that "we can't be together because I'm the hero and it would be too dangerous for you" line. Bleh. Hated it in Spiderman. Hated it in The Man from Snowy River. Hated it in Buffy (each and every one of the eight or nine times it happened). Ginny needs to tell Harry to shove it and that she can handle herself. Which she clearly can. Grr.
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So, I was talking to some other grad students last night and I mentioned my worries that my students might Google me and see how I talk about them on my blog, and they recommended that I remove posts about students post-haste in case I get in trouble. So... I guess I won't post about students or my 121 class anymore. (However, if you want to read about it, I might possibly be creating a new blog without identifying information to vent about classes. Email me for the link.)
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Gotta love it--I heard my first "Did I miss anything important?" from a student who'd missed class this week. "Of course you didn't miss anything important. I only stand up here in front of you all for my own amusement and for the measly GTF salary that I get paid on the months in which I've remembered to turn in all the requisite paperwork. And thank you so much for bringing up such a painful subject. While you're at it why don't you give a nice papercut and pour lemon juice..." Ok, no, I didn't actually say that. I smiled nicely and recommended that he come to my office to go over the material. Which won't happen. *sigh*
On the up side, most students who've missed class send the most apologetic emails I've ever seen. They go on and on about how unavoidable their conflict is or how they're an inch from death, and they hope that somehow they'll be able to make it up to me someday... Rather gratifying, I must admit. I enjoy my new power way way too much.
Anyway, moving on. Second day of class today--the class that I'm teaching, that is. I was a lot less freaked out, and it was more fun because there wasn't me standing up front explaining the syllabus the whole time. We talked about advertising, which was hilarious because my oh-so-sophisticated freshmen were all quite certain that the subconscious appeals in ads don't affect them--oh no, they're much too wise to be duped by scantily clad women selling perfume. Steph, I showed them the FedEx arrow, and they were all like "ooooh..." but still weren't convinced that an arrow that they weren't even aware of could possibly affect them to choose FedEx, all else being equal. LOL Anyway, at least they were all talking and discussing--too much at times; I had to tell them more than once to calm down and speak one at a time. All in all, pretty decent for a second class.
On the up side, most students who've missed class send the most apologetic emails I've ever seen. They go on and on about how unavoidable their conflict is or how they're an inch from death, and they hope that somehow they'll be able to make it up to me someday... Rather gratifying, I must admit. I enjoy my new power way way too much.
Anyway, moving on. Second day of class today--the class that I'm teaching, that is. I was a lot less freaked out, and it was more fun because there wasn't me standing up front explaining the syllabus the whole time. We talked about advertising, which was hilarious because my oh-so-sophisticated freshmen were all quite certain that the subconscious appeals in ads don't affect them--oh no, they're much too wise to be duped by scantily clad women selling perfume. Steph, I showed them the FedEx arrow, and they were all like "ooooh..." but still weren't convinced that an arrow that they weren't even aware of could possibly affect them to choose FedEx, all else being equal. LOL Anyway, at least they were all talking and discussing--too much at times; I had to tell them more than once to calm down and speak one at a time. All in all, pretty decent for a second class.
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0 commentsTuesday, October 11, 2005
Devon VE
Department of English
Dear Devon,
You received the following results on your Qualifying Examination
Part II: Pass
Part III: Fail
You have successfully completed Part II of the exam, and we can build on that success as you prepare to retake Part III in the spring. Please arrange an appointment to see me through M--- S--- as soon as possible, so I can give you written comments from the readers and discuss the exam with you.
I realize that this news will be disappointing; however, I hope you will keep your accomplishment on Part II in mind as you reflect on this exam and look ahead to the retake. Please let me know if I can help you understand this assessment or prepare for the next exam.
Sincerely,
G-- S--
*sigh* Pretty much what I expected, but still....
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Department of English
Dear Devon,
You received the following results on your Qualifying Examination
Part II: Pass
Part III: Fail
You have successfully completed Part II of the exam, and we can build on that success as you prepare to retake Part III in the spring. Please arrange an appointment to see me through M--- S--- as soon as possible, so I can give you written comments from the readers and discuss the exam with you.
I realize that this news will be disappointing; however, I hope you will keep your accomplishment on Part II in mind as you reflect on this exam and look ahead to the retake. Please let me know if I can help you understand this assessment or prepare for the next exam.
Sincerely,
G-- S--
*sigh* Pretty much what I expected, but still....
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0 commentsSaturday, October 08, 2005
Ah, the ballet! Doesn't it just make you want to twirl around in yards of tulle? Giselle is my new favorite ballet. (I've officially seen three: Giselle, Coppelia, and The Nutcracker, so I feel qualified to choose a favorite). It was so lovely; in fact I cried at the part where Giselle learns that her lover has deceived her. The one downside was that there wasn't a live orchestra, but I forgot that after the first ten minutes. If I had my druthers, I'd see a show of some kind every week: the ballet, then the orchestra, then the opera, then a play or musical. I'd live in a grass hut in order to afford tickets for weekly shows. When I have kids, they're going to be the ones decked out in red velvet leaning over the balcony at the ballet.
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
"I made them laugh, did you hear? I did the joke thing." --Willow
....See post from 10/13 for missing info
Moving on... on the off chance that any of my readers are into Buffy the Vampire Slayer at all, there is a new movie created by Joss Wheden and, strangely, starring the creepy preacher from Season 7 of Buffy. It's sort of a Star Wars/Western mix, features an kick-ass heroine, and has an 80% on the Tomatometer. I seriously want to see it, but I'm not sure I'm going to be able to overcome my fear of Nathan Fillon.
My new office is looking better. I hung up the Moulin Rouge poster and took my first nap in H's moon chair the other day. No more snoozing in the library like a homeless person for me. Also, I made my first joke in class the other day and actually got a pretty decent laugh. It might have been bigger, but I think they were all a bit too surprised. My "joke" was actually borrowed from Prof. Hill, so many of you may know it: remember "Thanks for playing" ? Used to great effect by new GTF Devon.
In other news, I'm going to the Eugene Ballet on Saturday with my mum, who is currently in Washington D.C. with Boo. I do believe this makes me the last member of my family not to have visited New England. ...but still the only one to have been to London--and who wouldn't rather go to London, anyway? 0 comments
Moving on... on the off chance that any of my readers are into Buffy the Vampire Slayer at all, there is a new movie created by Joss Wheden and, strangely, starring the creepy preacher from Season 7 of Buffy. It's sort of a Star Wars/Western mix, features an kick-ass heroine, and has an 80% on the Tomatometer. I seriously want to see it, but I'm not sure I'm going to be able to overcome my fear of Nathan Fillon.
My new office is looking better. I hung up the Moulin Rouge poster and took my first nap in H's moon chair the other day. No more snoozing in the library like a homeless person for me. Also, I made my first joke in class the other day and actually got a pretty decent laugh. It might have been bigger, but I think they were all a bit too surprised. My "joke" was actually borrowed from Prof. Hill, so many of you may know it: remember "Thanks for playing" ? Used to great effect by new GTF Devon.
In other news, I'm going to the Eugene Ballet on Saturday with my mum, who is currently in Washington D.C. with Boo. I do believe this makes me the last member of my family not to have visited New England. ...but still the only one to have been to London--and who wouldn't rather go to London, anyway? 0 comments
Monday, October 03, 2005
Ah, rain. Sometimes I wonder how it can be that everyone in the entire world hasn't moved to Oregon, since it's so lovely here. And no, I'm not being sarcastic. Seriously. I sat in my office today and read Foucault while listening to the rain and the cars driving through the wet streets outside. And all the leaves are turning, and when you step outside everything is dripping and green. I love it. (Not the Foucault).
One of these days when I have nothing to post about I'll make a list of 100 things I like about rain.
Also today, I made about 200 copies--the first of the many, many hundreds of copies I'll be making out of random books my professors put in the reserve library. And many, many dollars it will cost me, too. Wasn't being an undergraduate nice, when professors ordered books for class, you bought them, and you read from them. And every now and then there was a handout or two, but mostly you just read the textbooks. Now, I read a good 60% of my homework from photocopied pages. My alternatives of course would be to a) sit in the reserve library for hours doing my reading (and there's a loud fan, so that's out); b) request the books from another library before my classmates do (I'm not organized enough for that one); c) buy all the books myself--yeah, right; d) not read--clearly the best option, but there's this whole thing with grad school and being able to contribute in class discussion...
So here we are, working "photocopying" into my monthly budget. Sad, sad, sad.
Oh, new book recommendation: Inkheart, by Cornelia Funke, along with it's sequel Inkspell. These were the books I was meant to write, but Ms. Funke got to it before me (probably because she's not in grad school). Read the books.
One of these days when I have nothing to post about I'll make a list of 100 things I like about rain.
Also today, I made about 200 copies--the first of the many, many hundreds of copies I'll be making out of random books my professors put in the reserve library. And many, many dollars it will cost me, too. Wasn't being an undergraduate nice, when professors ordered books for class, you bought them, and you read from them. And every now and then there was a handout or two, but mostly you just read the textbooks. Now, I read a good 60% of my homework from photocopied pages. My alternatives of course would be to a) sit in the reserve library for hours doing my reading (and there's a loud fan, so that's out); b) request the books from another library before my classmates do (I'm not organized enough for that one); c) buy all the books myself--yeah, right; d) not read--clearly the best option, but there's this whole thing with grad school and being able to contribute in class discussion...
So here we are, working "photocopying" into my monthly budget. Sad, sad, sad.
Oh, new book recommendation: Inkheart, by Cornelia Funke, along with it's sequel Inkspell. These were the books I was meant to write, but Ms. Funke got to it before me (probably because she's not in grad school). Read the books.
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